This song is about how I want to leave my old cursive signature behind because it contains my deadname. I wrote this song when I thought about how I don't know how to write "Valerie" in cursive.
lyrics
I have to leave you behind
(I have to leave you behind)
No, I won't miss you
(I won't miss you at all)
I have to learn to write to see the real truth
(I have to learn to write)
You won't see me crying
Till I hear it loud
(Too many times for me to count)
You don't see me whining
But I can't stand the sound, ound
Come undone, come undone, come undone, come undone
What I want, what I want, what I want, what I want
Is to feel attached to my papers
To treat you like a swear word