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Spoons

by Friend Hell

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1.
Red Panda 00:51
2.
Skipper 02:28
What it means to be human Is to make a whole lot of mistakes It's not getting over bad habits It's obsessing over what you hate What it means to be a person Is imperfection and to change In a way that you are used to But a way that those who know you kind of hate Oh, what it means to be you and me Kicking in the air and living life so violently Oh, what it means to be you and me Let's hold hands and exchange electricity What it means to be realistic Is eventually you'll take back what you say What it means to be a person Is not being brave enough for today The definition of humanity Is fighting cause you're scared, or just to fight If you've been fighting some insanity I forgive you for that one time Oh, what it means to be you and me Kicking in the air and living life so violently Oh, what it means to be you and me Let's hold hands and exchange electricity Let's hold hands and exchange electricity Let's hold hands and exchange electricity
3.
Wanna Party 02:15
I wanna go to a party It'll be a whole lotta fun I don't want to have a plan for once the cops show up I wanna be drunk So you can carry me and run It'll be so romantic, it'll be just like the movies When I'm overdosed on drugs But I wake up And I get dressed In my stomach there's a lovely, lovely pit Endless fantasies Make more cavities For a stomach lined with teeth that eats impulsively Fill that hole with trash and video Watching as it eats until it grows It's got a habit of destruction It's got filler and no function So I'll cover it up with week old clothes And I'm living life like I'm living through a straw Can't take on anything while it is pure and raw I'll feel it a little later on Long enough to distort it till it's gone I wake up And I get dressed In my stomach there's a lovely, lovely pit Endless fantasies Make more cavities For a stomach lined with teeth that eats impulsively (Fill that hole with trash and video) (Watching as it eats until it grows)
4.
Labor Day 01:35
Leave and enter like three times Asking the same question twice The only words I can put together That it's Labor Day Can't tell if they're open or closed If there's even people sitting at the tables Or if they all disappeared with the rain And my umbrella I can't tell if it's raining If my hair is soaking wet I feel a loose cold feeling on my shoulders And that's pretty much the extent Everything felt great till it didn't Till trying to get lunch became incoherent Leave and enter like three times Asking the same question twice The only words I can put together That it's Labor Day Can't tell if they're open or closed If there's even people sitting at the tables Or if they all disappeared with the rain And my umbrella
5.
Little Spoon 02:06
I want to be the little spoon I want to make a mess of my messy room with you Let's do something, anything at all Everything else so far just makes me withdrawal I want to feel this weather with you Eat outside the market Hell, I just want to talk to you more often Cause I am cut off from the world I feel a chilling disconnect And Sometimes when I get desperate, I will pet myself in bed And I've never even kissed But I'll go all the way up Texting strangers from the area that would like to meet to fuck I am shaking in my boots He steps outside into the rain I'm pretty sure he changed his mind, but didn't say it to my face All he said to me was "Sorry, not today" "My roommate just got back" From then on he stopped responding Destroyed my confidence, and won't even say a thing Guess I'm entitled to always get almost And end up with nothing So I just want to be the little spoon Not even sex, just need to cuddle up in my messy room with you So give me something, anything at all Everything else but you just makes me withdrawal
6.
Guess I'm spending another 15 dollars To make another week of chance For a once a week subscription To mess up once in a lifetime attempts Making friends is hard Trying to take an extra step, but it's really far Thinking of every single scenario There's a million and one stars I want to find the one where you're not worried That God will strike you down with his giant bolts of lightning I'd like to have a lot of fun I wish I had a map of what can be done But sadly it's a million to one My bed had a smell when you left I sprayed it away but left a little bit And that piece of your affection put me to bed And when you said it won't work out I was expecting it by now The second you mentioned you parents The second you had a question about this And if I could search the stars for my wish And look through the rest for direction I'd take it on, yeah I'd do it if I could But there's a million and one in question I'd like to have a lot of fun I wish I had a map of what can be done But sadly it's a million to one
7.
I want to do something cute I want to do and say the stupid shit they do and say it all to you Stoop down to my level, please I want you to ruin me With the nicest words I've ever heard And then realize that it just won't fucking work I want to do something new Outside of this little loop Bumfuck, west virginia Every chance is so far from the area Getting high as a substitute Sitting outside in the night, it's so beautiful I didn't bring my glasses, I can't see the fucking stars Just kiss me already Just open the shower curtain Just push me against the wall Fucking punch me in the face I enjoy my walks Till the air touches my body in a way that makes me stop I can't walk it off I'm already walking Is it some torture of monotony The same constant that I always feel like vomiting Eating doesn't do enough anymore I don't think anything does I want to do something cute I want to do and say the stupid shit they do and say it all to you Stoop down to my level, please I want you to ruin me With the nicest words I've ever heard And then realize that it just won't fucking work
8.
I have no clue what to tell you anymore I don't know how to be there anymore There's a limit that I've hit For just how sorry I can get When the song isn't about you, you get upset And I feel guilty for every step I take I feel bad for you with every single move that I make And every time I'm high I'm thinking of what you would think of me It's hard seeing your idolized and idealized change I don't know how I can help you anymore No idea how I can push you any further If I push then I'm afraid You'll end up facing the wrong way Stalling any chance of revelations made Please stop waiting Do something even if it feels crazy to let go And every time I'm high I'm thinking of what you would think of me It's hard seeing your idolized and idealized change I have no clue what to tell you anymore I don't know how to be there anymore There's a limit that I've hit For just how sorry I can get When the song isn't about you, you get upset
9.
Dog's Omen 02:22
I have a family And I'm terrified of inheriting their genes I don't wanna be a narcissist or cancer ridden Destined to die early I want to live to be 500 or 1000 I don't want to see my dog die He got cancer recently I believe in bad omens When something like that happens to something as innocent as Kota I believe in bad omens I believe that my eczema was a sign of the times to come If I had a family I'm terrified that they'd be like me Not quite right in the head and certainly not happy If I make no family I might find my way through an economy I feel is destined to kill me before I am 30 I believe in bad omens When I mark a date on a calendar I am frozen till it's over I believe in bad omens I fear chance and luck more than I fear God
10.
The Moon 00:56
I've been thinking about the back seat of a car Cold leather interior, on road trips we know who we are We got a lot of money We can spend it if we want to Everyone knows everyone Drinking and fun ensue Now here comes some contrast I'm not doing exactly that It's not unusual, but it hasn't been made into hundreds of (fucking) songs yet The shower or the curb The moon or the bath If I get high enough and then go to sleep will I dream of it again
11.
Marinara Dip 02:32
I've been rewarding myself With the bare minimum and worst kind of self help A lot of fucking sugar I like my cheese deep fried while high That's how I have gotten by (Technically I steal mozzarella sticks almost every day) (And you can judge me, but I've got marinara dip,) (And that's the highlight of my day) I'm such a fucking loser cause I never clean my room All my clothes are 3 weeks old but they're new With a little trick I call shitty perfume (Am I depressed?) Now they smell like chemicals (I can't tell) I wonder if they can tell that I'm gross (Am I depressed?) When I get home I smell like shit (Somebody tell me) Immediately take an edible and sit and stew in it Cause I've been rewarding myself With the bare minimum and worst kind of self help Cause I've been rewarding myself With the bare minimum and worst kind of self help
12.
Liar 01:28
I always feel like I'm hiding something Always feel like I'm hiding something Always feel like I'm hiding something Even when I'm not I'm not just a product of my environment I have an indoor ugliness And it crushes me all like a metal press And it molds into my carelessness I always have to hide something I always have to hide something I feel the need to hide something Even when I don't I have to lie to my friends I have to fail every class I have a destiny, a great destiny It was prophesized by the best I have to fuck up again
13.
What it means to be human Is to make a whole lot of mistakes It's not getting over bad habits It's obsessing over what you hate What it means to be a person Is imperfection and to change In a way that you are used to But a way that those who know you kind of hate Oh, what it means to be you and me Kicking in the air and living life so violently Oh, what it means to be you and me Let's hold hands and exchange electricity What it means to be realistic Is eventually you'll take back what you say What it means to be a person Is not being brave enough for today The definition of humanity Is fighting cause you're scared, or just to fight If you've been fighting some insanity I forgive you for that one time Oh, what it means to be you and me Kicking in the air and living life so violently Oh, what it means to be you and me Let's hold hands and exchange electricity Let's hold hands and exchange electricity Let's hold hands and exchange electricity

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released October 23, 2022

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