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I Am Ashamed

by Friend Hell

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People on both sides of the room There's crowds of them, with none a good reason to use I am naked I am naked How long till a spotlight shines on me You're being a creep I've been through some of the best selections I've ever seen And having empty hands when I leave People on both sides of the room With ways to judge I never even knew you could do A wall in between I can't break I am naked
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Ice Pick 01:42
Your voice is an ice pick Chip chip chip away Your voice is an ice pick Chip chip chip away I say nothing, I say everything, it always ends up the same Your voice is an ice pick Chip chip chip away Sitting in the car Hoping nothing changes Driving very far Calculating distance I say nothing, I say everything, I'm doing everything I can Your voice is an ice pick Picking at sinking sand Going to the mall Hoping nothing changes Walking kinda far Calculating distance Creating a wishlist Not laughing at jokes that missed Conversating littlest Terrified he's losing it I say nothing, I say everything, I'm not very good with plans Your voice is an ice pick Doing all the damage it can
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I knew what you meant When you said what you said Used to look at pictures of dresses in bed Hearing all the mice in the walls footsteps Privacy invader, I'm invading at a greater depth I can evade, I can hide in the trees Dressing in colors, and wearing the leaves If I cover my eyes, and I don't take a peek Invisible family
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It hurts to have legs, it hurts to have arms It hurts to even think of self harm I love circling the moon, I love circling the stars Oh A gas planet made of all your perfume Oh, star crash on video star crash on video star crash on video It hurts to gain weight that I'll never lose It hurts to gain weight that I'll never lose It hurts me to be It hurts to have to be seen Invisible family
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Just down the lake There's a great big snake And it gets bigger when it wants I'm terrified he'll come after me When I have a hole to flood Cause he just sees things as snakes see things Consuming for fun And I really wish he didn't come around as much I am ashamed! I am ashamed! I am ashamed! I am ashamed! A butterfly Comes down here to die But it never gets what it wants A place like this leaves you terrified But I'm begging you for lunch Cause I just see things as snakes see things Got names to live up Now you really wish I didn't come around as much I want to change I want to show you But I need your legs And I am ashamed I am ashamed! I am ashamed! I am ashamed! I am ashamed!
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(Food so good it makes you wanna) I'm tired of only looking good at certain angles if you're trying To make up for, to make up for something People looking to experiment I'll let them test me out Am I worthy now? 30 dollars in the wishing well I can't help myself Can you call me by my name again Light the spark a little longer, so I don't forget Can you scream it out loud while we're having sex So I don't forget This is how I live 30 dollars in the wishing well I can't help myself 30 dollars in the wishing well I can't help myself
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Oh, I'm a happy camper, I love the summer sun! I love the trees and forest and I'm always having fun! Oh, I'm a happy camper, I love the summer sky! And with the grace of God, I'll camp until I die!
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I walked two miles in the rain in a suit, my feet torn up by my father’s shoes. Receipts and cards tumble out of my pocket to the floor of the station. I still don’t have a wallet. Up a flight of stairs to Herald Square. The umbrellas of New York take up too much air. So we just walk real slow at double-arms length in unison. My mom dragged me to the doctor today, I had a cough for a month and it won’t go away I’ve been sleeping on floors for three hours a day and I have no insurance, so she has to pay. I can’t talk to my friends because I’m embarrassed that I keep sliding back down. I keep getting depressed. - We got our ideals but no way to achieve 'em. - We got our degree but got no means to use it. - We’re swimming in debt with no way to surmount it. - We got thirty bucks and we spend it on whiskey. - We got credit cards, so we got a new TV. - We got mobile phones but no minutes so text me. Get out of my way because I’m 25 and I still act like I’m ten! I’m 25! I don’t learn from my mistakes I make them again and again and again and again and again... - We swallow our pride over piles of problems. - We whine and complain but we don’t try to solve ‘em. - We’re reaching for answers like nobody’s got ‘em. Get out of my way because I’m 25 and I still act like I’m ten goddamn years old! I’m 25 and I still act like I’m ten goddamn years old!
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Melting @ 2 01:55
Thinking of dropping out And running away with you Thinking of your hands in my hair Running them through Thinking that your voice is so cute Mumbling your name at 2 Cause I've found a little spark I've found it in you When I feel myself melting at 2 There's a lovely little poison cloud around us And I think you've got a lovely little laugh And every time I hear it I breathe a little bit more in I love to make you laugh I wanna hear you laugh again
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Racing Dog 00:58
I'm gliding through another day My feet are dragging all the way My heart beats this entire trip It beats in sync to a racing dog with Broken arms and legs On performance enhancing Drugs that don't work This is the story of a dog With no working limbs Inching down a road With no guaranteed end
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People on both sides of the room There's crowds of them, with none a good reason to use I am naked I am naked How long till a spotlight shines on me You're being a creep I've been through some of the best selections I've ever seen And having empty hands when I leave People on both sides of the room With ways to judge I never even knew you could do A wall in between I can't break I am naked
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Surprise I have a watermelon knife And I intend to use it I pushed you down, but you won But now I've got a new trick up my sleeve I choked you out over a game But now I'll stab you out of rage Brotherly hate A slough of situations today Video games Violent phase Or something boys just do Brotherly hate You wished death on me countless times You locked me out of my room twice You punched, I kicked You screamed, I yelled You ran away and I threatened suicide I bit and punched you in the face You yelled at me and called me names Brotherly hate A slough of situations today Video games Violent phase Or something boys just do Brotherly hate
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Track 13 00:23
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"Day Off" 01:58
I can't even walk I focus too much I'm a tool for your amusement I'm destructive and confusing I am everything but human I can't go outside! Have I grown at all? Can you give me specific instructions please? Have I grown at all? I can't even walk I focus too much

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released February 1, 2023

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